growth is beautiful

what more can i say then a perfect girlfriend.really. i'd tell you your beautiful and tell you your really one of a kind , but why would i have to tell you something you already know. You must be thinking, " O , he's just saying that..". I mean the only thing you can do is take my word for it right? :p You can tell through my actions that I do mean what I say. You say your oblivious at times so i wouldn't be exactly quite sure how you perceive my actions and generosity towards you. Keep in mind I'm a man of honor who keeps his word and always puts his best foot forward especially when it comes to you.Like i 've stated before I really don't know why you let me be your boyfriend.It feels so right thought right?!:) well thats how i feel at least. Come on , we both I'm just really an average kinda guy. really.I'm not your typical jock or anything , No dance moves , no singing ability , just a "sweet" guy with a corolla right? ha.Im too lucky to have you.You can really have any guy at your choosing if you were single but that's not the case is it since your all mine and Im all yours :) Thats what makes me feel so exclusive now that were together. Alot of guys have or had a crush on you.No need to deny it anymore. I truly feel like I'm the lucky one :)Keep in mind I do get jealous easily. I mean I don't blame those other guys who fall head over heels over your beautiful smile :)i hope you dont think Im getting weird or strange yet as our relationship progresses. your growing on me kimberly quimson.


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babe.

valentines day and our 1 month is right around the corner and im exited for her.im excited for US.:)Not because of just valentine's day but for whatever lies ahead of US in the future.on a sidenote , i really enjoy hanging out with her family especially her brothers as well because it helps me appreciate the good family i was raised from as much as we don't get along at times. we all know that relationships aren't perfect .good or bad im ready to take on any shortcoming and obstacle that stands in our way of our "perfect" relationship.from what i ve seen so far i really love how things are going between me and her.really babe. as our relationship grows i find myself ALWAYS wanting to spend more and more time with her.figuratively speaking of course i find myself GROWING on her intellectually , emotionally and spiritually. . you definitely know a person means the world to you when when you know you can never spend enough time with them. I REALLY CAN NEVER SPEND ENOUGH TIME WITH HER.if parents , rules , curfew and the need for gas and food money didnt exist id be with her this very moment she s reading this and every time im not with her. as i've mentioned before i can be more intricate with my words and go on and on telling her how much she means to me but we both know actions speak louder then words.she already knows whats up.



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Kimmy Quimson

not my girlfriend but my womanfriend.:)

baby.

as i ve grown older i've come to conclusion that GIVING is the sweetest thing a human being can do for one another no matter how small the treat maybe especially if it's yourGIRLFRIEND. Alot of people in the past , present know that Im a selfish person in general. I mean I just wouldn't go out of my way just to see anyone or bullshit my pops and tell him something else in order for me to be with anyone.unless it's my GIRLFRIEND. Spending time with someone prepare for their dance recital. Nope , I wouldn't do that with anyone besides Kimmy :).Not just only because she's my girlfriend but I really enjoy being with her.:).aha. I figured Im not the only person in the world whose one of a kind:).......



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baby.

i really know how to make kimmy smile :) right babe? aha. whether it's me bringing her food loaded with lots of carbohydrates for massive weight gain or mumbling my words and sounding like a complete idiot when im trying to explain myself , or perhaps our awkward kissing moments? aha. im convinced that she really does think im funny.she knows im totally kidding when i joke about her weight.lol. she looks mighty fine to me though ;p aha. sometimes. ahahah.jk. she always has stories about her other "boyfriends" and the rest of her fanclub. " o jorel nobody likes me.. im just whatever."aha. but yet again you seem to always have a story to tell about these people who admire you .aha.It makes me think that I am special to her. Of all the guys that talk and hit on her she let mr princeton be her boyfriend. now thats something out of this world.....



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truth in its purity.

Alive and breathing for 19 years , going onto 20, and determined to lead an honest and prosperous life from here on out, I ve come to a set conclusion that Im truly blessed with the people I have in my life now and yes BABE that includes you.Really. Yes , I ve had my shares of heartaches and breakups. I've been so selfish with others without caring about one's own feelings that it did'nt really matter to me.Plenty of empty promises and dishonesty.I ' ve been through it all , been there done that and Im proud to say that I ve grown up and still have a significant amount of growing up to do to say the least. I 've done alot of thinking the past few months about the close knit group of friends I have and yes I 've fucked them over numerous times but they really know how to forgive an super imperfect guy like me. Eon and I were talking about how they always take me back no matter what I've done to them , just like family.They're always there whenever I needed a quick laugh or when I have problems with my pops and always offered a place for me to stay whenever I had trouble at home.The other friendships and relationships that have failed in the past I seem to find myself crawling back to them. These are the set of friends I want for the rest of my life.Most of the time I take them from granted but recently I 've come to realize I really have the best friends that a guy can ask for. I'd like to tell them one day in words perhaps over a glass of wine and a seafood dinner , or at my kid's birthday party about how they really define the true meaning of friendship.

Sitting in my car in the blistering cold weather, me and Eon were talking about my girlfriend and how everything everything is with her. Id like to emphasize the fact that she's not just any girl that Im fooling around with and a girl that Im just going to push aside later on and on to the next one you know?I've been there done that and ready to open a new chapter in my life.For once I could truly not lie to myself and say she's definitely a keeper<3. I finally found someone who really appreciates my weirdness :)I can ramble on and on about her being my everything and all.But really though , actions do speak louder then words.From suprising her at work to waking up my lazy ass at 7 am to ask her to be my girlfriend I can also truly say that she 's not just another girl to me but a girl that I can proudly claim as my girlfriend:) I know I don't look like Chad Michale Murray of your other boyfriend , Paul Walker, or that fruit cake Robert Pattinson but you can say Im close right? :p I know she 's heard the phrase , " Words can't describe how I feel about you " , well .... words REALLY can't describe how I feel about you . really.

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kimmy.

i finally saw kimmy after 2 days :) that was such a long time. she bought me this sweater , some chocolates and some keychains for my keys.as much as she thought it was lame i thought it was pretty cute.:)im learning that everything is the cutest thing when it comes from your special someone :)





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